the failed attempt

I am a guy who watch many tv shows and series. Already I am watching over 20 series and shows and it has now become kind of a hobby of mine. Mostly i get them from my friends. Other times I download them from the internet.

I still remember the first day I downloaded a tv series from the internet.I was getting ready for school when I realised I missed an important episode. Therefore, I started the downloaded. I was feeling happy and comfortable. I had a good time in school with my friends. We barely studied. Hehe. I promised I will lend them the episode I had downloaded.

So full of hope I went home. Like an excited puppy. The download was complete. I was so thrilled that I messaged my friends boasting i had the missing episode. I got a bite to eat. Refreshed myself. Sat near my computer and played the download. It was the correct download. Only it was in French; a language in which I know only to say "I love you".

Heart broken, with my bubble of hope burst straight at my face, I went and had a coffee, but not before I started another download first, which eventually worked.

a night at the airport

Last night i had to go to the aiport as a media official from ministry of information and arts.
Thing was the Singaporean President was arrving for an official visit.

Our transportation was provided with speed launches and our food was served in a good restaurant stationed in the airport.

The amount of food was so massive that we were not able to clean them off our plates.

As a drink I took a funny looking green bottle assuming it to be really tasty, only to find out in horror, that it was spring water with spring gas and foam or something.
Anyhow, it tasted like sea water.

It was so salty.

Yuck!!!

And i was told off for not finishing eating any food i brought.

Sniff!!!!

It wasn't fair at all.

My other ministry collegues also didn't finish off all the food they got.

Whatsoever, the moment the Singaporean guy set foot on Maldivian soil, it started raining.

Not the heavy heavy rain.

Mostly the type of rain that can make you shiver like anything else.

Maybe it was welcome rain exclusively for the Singaporean.

However, it was hard work to control the photographers and the cameramen as they were very keen to get into the path of the two presidents as they walked on the red carpet.

Our trip back to Male' was delayed to several minutes as the protocol did not have the faintest idea of where the launch was.

He made us walk up and down the ferry terminal.

We were so exhausted.

The Little git.

I swear if I was not sent there from office, I would had taken Mr. Protocol by the cuffs and thrown him to the sea.

Hmph!!!!

As we came to Male' I got offered a free cycle ride home.

But the cycle with a whole bunch of others were taken of to another location by the Police to clear off the area for "security" reasons.

Such bad luck.

I was very happy when i at last was able to get the comfort of the bedcover back at home.

forgive me

There's nothing to me now.

An empty shell unfolded.

How, when we learn to pray inside our demons are laughing.

How long will this go on?

Are we a bit much stronger?

Do you think you can save me from living this way?

I don't know how to love.

I just know how to live.

All I feel is hate.

Will you forgive me?

For all those things I've done, they keep on creeping by me.

And though we've changed our ways, still all our demons are laughing.

How long will this go on?

Aren't we a bit much stronger?

I'd like to think you've came into my life to stay.

I don't know how to love.

I just know how to live.

All I feel is hate.

Will you forgive me?

I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.

Don't know how to love.

Will you forgive me?

No I can't live this way!

I don't know how to love.

I just know how to live.

All I feel is pain.

Will you forgive me?

I don't know how to breathe with you too far away.

I don't know how to love.

Past lives I've lived.

Uncontrolled but sacred.

You've finally seen all that's left of me.

So hard to see.

So hard to breathe.

Will you forgive me?

power of pain

ohhh God!!!!
I'v being sick for a week.
Headache.
Chestpain.
Fever.
Sore throat.
Runny nose.
Shortly every thing in the book.
I only survived when my girl got me a prescription from some doctor she met at work.
Now I know why the power of pain should be evaded.